So I'm very fond of this one boy.
Hes very good at making my heart sing at least once a week.
We've only been seeing one another for a little over half a year. And frankly there's not much more here, that can make me quite as happy.
Yes we never know what we want and we've sinned worse than others. But when the past few months just fit like a glove, you can't say I would want there to be an end.
I've been thinking a lot and I've been listening to him.
But I roam though thoughts faster than I think.

Just to throw this out here,
I'm not planning on leaving.

Holidays?

So we did Christmas a day early this year. So no rush on Christmas day for me. The eve was bad enough. Old people, kids, nag nag nag.

So a day and a half later, after all of the wrapping paper and tape has been thrown out, I get a unneeded surprise.

I've been falling behind on getting by boyfriends presents together, hes been away in North Carolina with his father, he wasn't suppose to be back till next monday. (We were counting down the days till )
BUT I get a call today, saying that he will return tomorrow night.
Just a few minutes before I told my best friend that I would be in town all the way through sunday night. And we would see each other atleast once before I leave. Plus she just has aHUGE break up with her boy of a year and half........ so it's REALLY needed.
But, there's the whole issue of having a boyfriend that I haven't seen and or talked to in about two weeks
...
Any other day I would of been ecstatic for him to return, but I have SO MUCH to do before I can see him and the only time I have is tomorrow morning.
AGH
So tomorrow will consist of:
Some panicky smoking. (because I'll be stressed)
"making" a present nice and early
Seeing my bff because she needs me
Shopping for my Christmas return
(maybe) doing my hurr.
AND seeing him.
...fun
I was hoping to take it easy.

Well Happy Late Christmas to Everyone!
Hope everyone can take it easy tomorrow.
Take care!

hand with foot

I'm glad to be stable.

I'm glad to have a stable relationship.

I'm glad my boyfriend doesn't beat me or throw things at me.

I'm very much thankful for someone who cooks for me, loves me and waits on me hand and foot.

Hmmm

My life's better.

Thank you.