So I'm very fond of this one boy.
Hes very good at making my heart sing at least once a week.
We've only been seeing one another for a little over half a year. And frankly there's not much more here, that can make me quite as happy.
Yes we never know what we want and we've sinned worse than others. But when the past few months just fit like a glove, you can't say I would want there to be an end.
I've been thinking a lot and I've been listening to him.
But I roam though thoughts faster than I think.

Just to throw this out here,
I'm not planning on leaving.

Holidays?

So we did Christmas a day early this year. So no rush on Christmas day for me. The eve was bad enough. Old people, kids, nag nag nag.

So a day and a half later, after all of the wrapping paper and tape has been thrown out, I get a unneeded surprise.

I've been falling behind on getting by boyfriends presents together, hes been away in North Carolina with his father, he wasn't suppose to be back till next monday. (We were counting down the days till )
BUT I get a call today, saying that he will return tomorrow night.
Just a few minutes before I told my best friend that I would be in town all the way through sunday night. And we would see each other atleast once before I leave. Plus she just has aHUGE break up with her boy of a year and half........ so it's REALLY needed.
But, there's the whole issue of having a boyfriend that I haven't seen and or talked to in about two weeks
...
Any other day I would of been ecstatic for him to return, but I have SO MUCH to do before I can see him and the only time I have is tomorrow morning.
AGH
So tomorrow will consist of:
Some panicky smoking. (because I'll be stressed)
"making" a present nice and early
Seeing my bff because she needs me
Shopping for my Christmas return
(maybe) doing my hurr.
AND seeing him.
...fun
I was hoping to take it easy.

Well Happy Late Christmas to Everyone!
Hope everyone can take it easy tomorrow.
Take care!

hand with foot

I'm glad to be stable.

I'm glad to have a stable relationship.

I'm glad my boyfriend doesn't beat me or throw things at me.

I'm very much thankful for someone who cooks for me, loves me and waits on me hand and foot.

Hmmm

My life's better.

Thank you.

Come pick me up Take me out Fuck me up Steal all my records Screw all my friends They're all full of shit With a smile on your face. Then do it again I wish you would.



~I've been spending a lot of time alone.
I don't like it here, just me and my tap top.
Time passes super fast when there's no one to look at, no one to sit with.
He's flying in tomorrow. I'll be asleep.
I would love to we woken up by a smell of cigarettes and flesh. But I'm sure he'll be busy till tomorrow night.

I need a pet, someone to keep me busy.
So I'm not constantly wondering what hes up to.
Listening to Bryan Adams and Damien Rice isn't really helping.
I'm going to go drive around. Waste some gas. Listen to my newly fixed gen.1 nano
See what gets in my way tonight.

I need it to be 7:58 am monday Dec 1 08
Not today.

I love my new life.
I don't want to run away anymore
I'm about to make some new friends.
I really miss my centennial park crowd.
you guys are my soul.

I think I want to run away I tried today, but he fucking found me. Can't run too far in a '96 Corolla. Not fast or sneaky enough.

I'll take my cough medicine and hope it makes my sleep easier.

breathe?

I'm soo stopped up.
Full of snot.
I've been sick for three days.
Various sickness.
Anything from being cursed as a woman, to the common cold.
I'm not stable.
I hate it, Every few months to a annual occurrence I will go through serious emotional changes.
I have class at 8am, so not much time for my complaints at everything from my man to unbalanced emotions.
I need sleep, about a week of sleep.

I would do anything to get my life to a stable point.

Static

I have so much on my mind. For once the boy isn't a part of it all. Sorry. Anyway, I feel the need to speak to a certain someone about...well....I'm not exactly sure. But I need to speak to him pronto... Except I can't really. barriers, always. hum. I haven't payed attention at church in about three weeks. Neither has worship really affected me. I really dislike this trend. But It might mean something in the long run. Maybe I need to start study alone.

The picture, no relation. Just beautiful

school is kicking my butt.

Okay....
sooo school kind of kicks my ass.....all the time.
But www.collegehumor.com is kind of fun.
I think I'm going to start studying more.
Since I don't study at all....
It's prolly a good idea.

I think I love Tim Barry.
He's fantastic.

start

I'm new to this, but here I am.
Back home for a moment then out to the boro again.
Not much to say really.
But watch this.....


http://www.funnyordie.com/videos/dafdd1aa7b

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