Sunday, November 30, 2008


Come pick me up Take me out Fuck me up Steal all my records Screw all my friends They're all full of shit With a smile on your face. Then do it again I wish you would.



~I've been spending a lot of time alone.
I don't like it here, just me and my tap top.
Time passes super fast when there's no one to look at, no one to sit with.
He's flying in tomorrow. I'll be asleep.
I would love to we woken up by a smell of cigarettes and flesh. But I'm sure he'll be busy till tomorrow night.

I need a pet, someone to keep me busy.
So I'm not constantly wondering what hes up to.
Listening to Bryan Adams and Damien Rice isn't really helping.
I'm going to go drive around. Waste some gas. Listen to my newly fixed gen.1 nano
See what gets in my way tonight.

I need it to be 7:58 am monday Dec 1 08
Not today.

Friday, November 14, 2008




I love my new life.
I don't want to run away anymore
I'm about to make some new friends.
I really miss my centennial park crowd.
you guys are my soul.

Monday, November 3, 2008


I think I want to run away I tried today, but he fucking found me. Can't run too far in a '96 Corolla. Not fast or sneaky enough.

I'll take my cough medicine and hope it makes my sleep easier.